Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Mixed Feeling 10/01/05

ALright today its gotta be my book in day.. well lets see how long have i been slacking as a civilians..well its abt 14 days, i have been enjoying life since then.. now its pay back time, time to go back to camp again, leave is over, back to square one. throughtout this holiday, things happened, bad or good.. its jus keep coming. well most of them properly was things between me and jamie. But nothing wrong with tt.. maybe jus trying to test out our sincerity, trust, love on ourselves. Well we still manage to get pass it real soon. i dunno why, this is the first time i'm into relationship tt i really make afford to try to resolved everything reall fast, no more of those bo chap me. Cus she is jus too important to me now. A girl which i can't lose now, she meant too much to me.

Well yesterday went k box with dar and her bro, enjoy our singing, looking into it, some songs really lets me think back of some happy memories tt i can't brng back now, its da past, right now i jus hope to cherish what i haf. last time i use to be those bo chap person, i cherish onli after i lost them, hey tts real and i jus can't try to get back. Seeing her cry was real heart pain, i jus dun wish her to drop her tears so easily. which means i nv done my part well, to protect her, take care of her.

As i told myself after such a long time since i'm into relationship, and now tt i found her i got to cherish her, i hope things would be fine, happileh to be together. i would strive hard to achieve this.

Well now tt everything is fine now, a new chapters begin. Hopefully this chapter of this story would be describe as Sweet, Lovely, feel with joy and laughter~ this story of me and her would jus be going on and on, never ending. Avril - My happy ending~

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