Sunday, April 26, 2009

Random

Ever stuck in a situation when u are in a dilema? In a difficult situation when decision are hard to make? Ponder for times, yet you can't find a single answer. mmmmm. thats what i am facing now. theres so many doubts and question all over. haaa but somehow i choose to just let things continues and react in a ignorance manner. Perhaps its better. Sometimes things doesn't seems to be what it is. So when u assume and its going to get in very difficult situation.

Exams are jus like 3 weeks away.
I still prefer to feel comfortable whenever i am.
I wish that I could find the words to say.
That everything I hold in.
Is everything I can't let go.

Be myself.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 8:29 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Home alone

All right i'm home alone over the weekends! mmm 6 days to be exact. My whole families went for holiday! beijing! i can't go cause of worka nd studies commitment, and i just came back from taiwan not long ago too.

Watched fast and furious ytd with jessica. not a bad show. just that not much exotic cars. lol. storyline not bad, better than the previous one. after movie was supposed to go prive end up close. So sorry jess. then next destination intended to go selegie for bean curd but on our way pass by outram, so decided to have porridge! mmm and i kept losing my way! LOL. lousy..

ok woke up today at 11am. started doing my assignment and completed it! mmm mum not at home really damn pathetic la. i'm too lazy to go out buy so settle with a cup noodles. lol. after that went to pasir ris farm to pass my dog stuff to the pet hotel, roxy currently is staying put at pet hotel cause if i go work no one going to feed him! sighh. he looks sad. and the staff there told me he nv eat since yesterday!! i think he missses home. damnnnn i felt damn bad about this. went to mos burger after that and had my proper lunch. and went back home.

Dun think will be going anywhere tonight. called yap he is at genting, supposed to meet jeff and roger but think they are busy so jeff msg to tell me cancelled. mmm call most of them, but they are busy with work, or other stuff. Think i will just stay at home and watched some movies. =)

All right that should sum up my weekends. tml will be same, at home rest!

See ya guys.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 6:58 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Nice!

Simply felt in love with this. NICE!

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 12:57 PM

Morning 15/04/09

Morning peeps. Wondering why i'm here early in the morning. just wana whine.

all right been working in ibm for like 1 year. But things has been going real bad recently. Ever since management changed, process changed, right now theres tons of unnesscessary stuff needs to be done, and ppl bugging you for this and that. Yet they are not doing their job well, when shits happen shit happen. Early in the morning, bugged you for irrelevant stuff. I really get damn irritated! and its getting on my nerves. have been looking around for new jobs. if not i will just concentrate on my studies. talking about studies its like 1 more month to exams. i need to buck up. Somehow things has not been going smoothly for me this year. I have been feeling not really well. and seriously i dun look well too. I have been bothering with many stuff. had a talk with my buddy. And what he said was true. even if i'm out i doesn't feel comfortable and enjoy. What i need was someone who could listen to me. Stand by me, and what i need most is support from someone dear to me. right now i felt i have always been standing alone by myself. and somehow i am kinda sick of this. its sometimes nice to have abit of support which could helps you to walk a further distance.

Whatever it is i need to oversome all this. i need to be more focus on what i am doing. its not a time to make harsh decision. i need to think probably for myself. i believe better days will come soon.

better...

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 8:33 AM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Updates

Have been doing assignment over the weekends. Trying hard to complete as much as possible. =) ok

met samantha yesterday! a last min thing, she asked if wana meet up. since i have nothing on so went to look for her. Met her at tampines chilled out, talk about her life. and its like so funny la.
Pester by her to go over her hse to play uno with her friends! i regret going! started playing uno! and loser has to do forfeit what the hell ok i lost twice. eating an apple in 20 sec. and eating biscuit soaked in bailey? DAMN!

went back around 12plus. met louis and QL. as usual, talk about things happening around us. and that ends the night. woke up today started doing assignment. eh seriously while typing i fine it so boring la! lol... going ktv later to celebrate kailing birthday.

While driving home yesterday, happen to hear Wei Yi by Leehom, somehow it brings my memories back to those days. not sure why, but the feeling is just soooo like mmmm dunno how to explained. But somehow i really miss those days. =)

Bye!

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 7:53 PM

Thursday, April 09, 2009

What yr eyes tell.

You think deeply about things going on in the present, past, and sometimes even future.
You often drift off during work or class and start thinking about other things.
You always hide what your thoughts from your friends and it often takes a poke
or a snap of the fingers to bring you back to reality.
Your eyes often portray a different personality than you are.
Your eyes are a different part of your soul.

Nothing better to do at home. LOL was playing facebook those quiz!
and it really kills my time! U can imagine how boring i am.

ok but somehow this quiz was telling exactly what i was thinking!
DAMN ZUN LA! lol. all right to add on, i'm someone who doesn't take initiative.
that was what i am since long long long time ago. haaa and somehow most of my friends has been saying
this bad point of me! if i dun take initiative how am i going to get a gf. mmm thats maybe why my past relationship
most of them took the initiative first? haaa i am a loser la seriously! whatever it is. somehow i still feel there will be one
who will appreciate my this kind of nonsense pattern lol! Someone! somehow after all the waits. i'm kinda get use to it.

All right its public holiday tomorrow. should not be going anywhere. so it goes for sat and sun!
no programmes yet. i believe i will be rotting like mad.

i have so many things to complained.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 9:37 PM

Monday, April 06, 2009

bad days

Things have been really getting on my nerves. Something disgusted happen at work, and i really feel damn helpless about this. All i could do was to just accept it and treat it that it was my fault!
yes been scolded for nothing. and they actually put words in my mouth, things i nv said turn out to be what i have said! can anyone know whats the feeling of this. i feel damn shitty now. was supposed to go school, but i didn't. i just wana come home.

nothing more to said. i am pissed! DAMN PISSED!

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 7:21 PM

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Sunday!

i seriously find that my week has been going faster and faster! its like now its sunday again? i miss poly term break or semester break! damn.

ok watched shinjuku incident on friday! with jessica and one of her friend.
i can't concentrate well on that show! cus theres this guy who is sitting in front of me is blocking my view with his turtle head and high comb hair!!! i hyad a hard time trying to see the subtitle.!! damn..

ok saturday! i woke up like 8 plus? and i had lesson at 9am! lol ok the previous night i reaached home didn't really get to slp. so slept at 4am!! lol ok i still manage to reach school at 9.10? lol after school went over to meet mike and kel. we had a lunch appointment! Thomson Teochew porridge! nice! haha after that went amk hub and i bought guitar hero 3!!! ps3!! lol can't resist, have been thinking of buying that for damn long. haha reach home around 3pm plus, rest awhile and i went out again! damn tired, this time its meeting TRT. very long since we all meet up in such a big group! and its really fun! we had dinner at sushi tei! somehow i ate alot! feel damn hungry! haha after dinner walk around orchard, me glenn and jeff the single always stay together and talk about how jialat we are! HAHA! damn funny la.

Ktv at international plaza! its like the concept has totally changed! room was like damn colorful? and theres even green blue red lights inside the table! which looks so OBIANG! haha but fun part was everyone was enjoying playing the clapping hand tingy. dunno how to explained what that stuff call, go partyworld and u know what i mean! especially jialing and chun! haha.

After ktv was like only 12am. so headed to selegie for tao hwaaa. nice! ok its kinda like those old times when we all were still riding and going anywhere for supper. thats nice! lol. and ah yap had half of his youtiao missing, not sure who mistaken yap's youtiao for his and ate it! lol everyone was been asked by yap! haha in the end to stop the thing going! ivan randomly admitted he ate it! so funny la.

talking about ivan, he is getting ROM! haha at temasek poly somemore! its going to be held there! thats where he and grace met each other. date 09/09/09! haha hungry ghost festival!

all right enuff said its like kinda long, woke up today started doing my assignment manage to complete 3 question gotta rest and play my PS3!(ok this sound like a damn retarded kid)

Byeee

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 4:19 PM

Thursday, April 02, 2009

tired

its seems everything started to look so different, its like when you are doing this for long, u somehow felt the changes in people and stuff. things doesn't look as it was before.

was really tired this few days, can u imagine i slept at 9pm ytd! was lying on bed watching tv, but somehow i am jus staring into blank and the next thing i know i felt aslp! ok i had to wake up halfway to switch off the lights and tv. ZZZZZZZ

as i said in the previous post, when things happen u kinda gotta take it. damn becoming more and more long winded and somehow dunno why so emotional!! probably things i have seen around. damn, i gotta stop all this long winded stuff. need to get some life back man. my aim somehow seems so far away. been working hard to aim for it, a future i wana be, probably a nice family =) mmmm nv to mention, probably i have been thinking too much into stuff which probably i dun have to bother about.

People jus walk into yr life, and walk off easily. ever wonder if they really care. haaaa

all right end of another emotional blog! tired gotta get some rest. byeeeee

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 8:23 PM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

bad

Have been staring at the screen for awhile. not sure what to type in although i have so much to said.

started off with work. ever since the team has changed stress has been added on. somehow i miss the old team. now we had a new team lead, new manager, processes keep changing, and somehow things were not taken care of. shits left behind for you to clear up. damn.

have not been feeling that great recently. so much stuff to ponder about, but yet i kept it all to myself. started to keep things within myself, as i dun wana affect others mood when we were out. i had so much to said. i'm just trying to surpress it and accept it.

if i could turn to you.