Monday, July 31, 2006

PROJECTS!!!! ARHHHHHHH

haha its 3am plus still can't get to slp, too much stress exert into me i think. well hopefully the rest of the projects could be finish by thurs. haha gonna worked on oop projects soon, hopefully by this week can finish.

met up mike daniel they all at tpy jus now, talking abt what we went through in army to our daniel, at last he is going in. talking stuff abt secondary sch life was great, some things are jus meant for memories, the most naive and stupid secondary sch life, but of cus we had the most fun and laughter. haa..

sometimes maybe its better to let go. haha why think so much. its only driving ownself crazy manz.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 3:34 AM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Struggling with it.

well i just felt it, what i feel for me is, i find it so hard for me to find someone to talk to. basically i felt it. dun ask me why. Whos there to gif me advice. i am sick of those jus saying aiya what what what... who will care. but when problems comes to them, they jus find u, and when problem is solved they jus go away. nv really care abt yr life. well i dun blamed. they have a better choice anyway.

Along the way, obstacle have been occuring inf ront of me to climb, back then, family problems was the serious one, then comes tt bloody debts(of cus this blamed myself) well now is cleared, but my life is not entering a much better phrase. look into the positive side? well its so difficult.

Exams are coming, projects being dumped to u, damn all this shit manz. no matter what still have to go through. holidaes pls come, i wana break away from all these and haf a good break.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 9:06 PM

No Promises

i don't wana run away... i don't wana be alone.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 2:32 AM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

A dRama CoffeeShop

haa, nv know tt acting out a drama was so fun! well we need to come out wit a drama play in arts appreciation class! So funny, had so much fun acting out the characters, laugh non-stop! Our play was in a coffee shop! ivan being the passionate guy named markus, adam the taxi driver(ah loong) regina the proud lady,jacq(markus'gf) wahaha and i am the COFFEESHOP BOY! wahaha... First time in my life gotta act out in front of others! hahaha..

Ok todays netfund test was ok. but dunno la, its seems tt i know how to do. but the answer dunno correct anot, as usual i dun put in much efforts in class test, untilll the main exams comes then i get crazy over it, started to ganjiong and study hard! main exams is jus like exactly one month away. haiz kinda worried for one paper which is electronics circuits, tt subject really damn sux, teachers dun teacher u clearly they jus dump tt qns to u and u solved it yrself, problem based learning tts what its call and it Sux big time manz. Seems like its not time to enjoy alrdy, this is the period where everyones gets down to serious bussiness and start studying. haizzz. enjoy after exams!

hhahaa life is jus passing day by day.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 6:22 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

wat a day

Saturday was boring! doesn't look like a saturday to me, went town met glenn bought his shoes, then met ivan and chun but they go jalan with their gfs, ending up liek nv meet. at last met up at pasta mania, ate smthing, then suggested going home, cus also nothing to do! reach home at 11pm plus, my mum ask me, eh so early today ar... haha usually satrday i would hanged out till like 2, 3am! haiz.

well bascially sundays i did nothing much watch some taiwan variety shows, then revised my netfund cus tues then a netfund class test. did smthing which i damn regret maybe i should not haf! well nvm abt tt, i will jus leave it, dun wana do so much alrdy. some times being myself is jus so difficult, u nv know what others think of u. well i should jus concentrate more on my oncoming exams. which i dun wana tk any sub paper. hopefully...

jus leave it the way it is and stop doing all those nonsense. or maybe i am jus too sensitive, but feels better after saying it all out! i am jus what i am, shall not care how others look at me, or what, as i know i had a grp of good friends. tts enough. jus let it be... whats left of me....

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 11:11 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

zi wo cui mian

人群裡面那個我把幸福遺落
那曾經走過的路口我停了你卻走
我想摀住我的耳朵聽不見你說
愛就在此刻鬆手分手放手

我想要學會自我催眠痛覺會少一些
淺意識作祟想著想到失眠
我躺在沒有你的房間寂寞更加明顯
我漸漸的自我催眠卻回不到從前

我漸漸的自我催眠慢慢閉上雙眼

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 4:27 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

boring

ok bascially its really boring to the core, test are coming and calling me again! labtest, quizzes, projects. OMG STRESSED. haha basically my life now is just like a repeated routine, go sch go sch go sch! nothing special coming up to me! What should i do. haaa seeing ivan and hazel getting better was good, as he dun haf to call me up at nights to acc him go drink, and pour out his sorrow, of cus i'm not saying i dun like, but its better to be happy rather than be down.

Bascially relationship really can't avoid things from happening. When things happen we always blamed this blamed tt. or maybe u are lucky enough to find the one tt u love, love u too. i mean love u doesn't really need to show out. Reading ivan blog i totally agrees tt loving someone is when u love him/her unconditionally, and not by trying to make a person changed.

well falling and getting out of love and starting a new one is not so easy. Its like getting a new stuff, but u are actually repeating what u done in the past.

Whos to gif me this chance. me myself.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 9:09 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

OUCH!

OUCH! OUCH! OUCH! the wisdom tooth is cusing me so much pain! inbearable pain. bascically jus endorsed myself wit panadol to kill the pain, after awhile it came back! Started ytd night, so pain tt i cannot get to slp. end up i missed the arts appreciation lesson! haizzz.. went sch at 10am today, toally spolit by tt pain, cannot chew probably, gotta visit dentist tml, be it he haf to pull out or operate on it, jus do it, as long as the pain is cure manz!

pain pain pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 1:13 AM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

boring sat

So boring...its seems like life haf been quite dull... everyday doing the same things, weekends nothing much, dunno wats missing... well maybe a companion. or maybe world cup is the main factor tts making everyone so crazy abt it! anyway final ITALY VS FRANCE. ITALY GO GO GO! hahaha

Afterall human jus wana do stuff wat they wans, be it relationship, friendship or other matters. smtimes maybe we should put ourselves in someone shoes, its easier to said, but its so difficult to be done. Theres so many facts tt we said, but how many of it can be done. well maybe 2/10.

haha... whos the one for me! who who who!!!

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 2:36 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

boo boo

ytd went ms watch soccer... so mani ppl, crowded and atmosphere was good, clapping and cheering on either teams! disappointment shown on those ang mohs face! England is out! hahahaha... haiz poor england... nothing special over the last few weeks everyone jus watched soccer, support their teams so not much activities.

mmm recently my mum suddenly told me some friends are jus there to harm u. haha kinda crazy telling me these all of a sudden. but thinking back, its true maybe, some needs u then approach u, some dun even call u. Some jus wans to lauf at u, trying to make u a amusement among the grp, jeers! Some jus wans to put u down or even worst some jus hate u in any ways, but they jus trying to be nice outside!

if u are the above mention, perhaps u are guessing do i know u are wich kind. Stay away... actually smtimes it gets no good in helping, ppl may find u are too kaypo, and looking dw on them. Comparing between humans sux too. haha i'm all ALONE! lol

anyway i believe the friends it rust, of cus not all but a few onli. tts enough.