Sunday, June 28, 2009

updates.

All right its sunday! i always felt damn super lazy on sunday.

Recently i have made this grave mistake! and i actually felt damn guilty right now and i'm really sorry! dunno how to said it out. i thought things could work out. but somehow it doesn't seens to be. and yes that problem lies with me. i guess somehow i can't deceived my ownself, my own feeling. i'm in such a contradicting situation now. but guess slowly everything will be back to normal. somehow i need to changed my persistence in relationship.

Sometimes things are just fated. It took you one big round to come to realise it. perhaps its time to give myself and others a chance.

All right updates on weekends, friday night went to watched transformer! and i am totally excited about it even before the show! and it really doesn't disappoint me after watching it. the fact was i actually watched it twice in the span of 2 days!! ok crazy! next show to watch ICE AGE!!!

school is going to start soon. got back my result and i did really badly. its a wake up call. i not sure about this but i'm going to be more self discipline next semester. I have been wasting too much time bothering on other stuffs which somehow i have been neglecting my studies.

end of updates..

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Transformer

Transformer is coming next week! i can't wait for it! i got a feeling i going to catch it twice!FRIDAY PLS COME!!!!!! =)

Linkin park - New Divide!! Damn i love this song! Transformer OST!



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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

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arrrrrrrr shit! this is killing me........

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

updates.

Its been sometimes since i have write something here. All right shall its been a busy month. a month where decision were make. Decides to move on.. and i'm moving off hopefully to a better place. talking about decision theres actually number of decision to make as i stated in the previous post. not sure this times if this is right but think i choose to give up. somehow not feeling that great either. i am too lazy to bother on how ppl judge me. when u bother too much you tends to get more frustrated. Words you can't said out, then well just let it be and forget about saying. I'm quiet. I'm used to be alone.

all right month of june i'm 25 now. thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. Thanks jess for the celebration. mmm nv expects that. Thanks louis and gang for the gifts.

Finally went sentosa on saturday and its really fun. its a full day activities. after sentosa went to pasir panjang for dinner and we order so much food. and really enjoy muching the food! LOL
After dinner head down to mount faber safra for bowling session. and poor yap's team lose to my team and they need to treat us drinks!!! wahahaha... after bowling headed down to commonwealth mac. they called it the garden macdonald or what not sure but its just a standalone mac with garden surrounding it? quiet nice! ok we had our free drinks there. thanks yap's team! after supper headed home.

Sunday! morning wake up met chun, jialing, yap and xinjie at arab street! all want to buy crystal. recently me and yap is really crazy over blink blink! haha deco for our cars. and its really fun doing it. bascially we had so much crazy ideas. lol took a walk down arab street and to haji lane do some window shoppin! haha manage to get our crystal and went to nearby to eat prawn noodles. not bad ar. but i still prefer macpherson prawn noodle! FAVOURITES CAN! haha.

bascially last weekends was packed! so this coming weekends i think i'm going to rot at home!
all right enough of updates. gotta blog something meaningful below.

Carrot, Egg or Coffee

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, 'Tell me what you see.' 'Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. A fter pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma . The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?'

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. A fter they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water. 'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond?

A re you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean? Think of this: Which am I ?

Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor.

If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity?

A re you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean? May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

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