Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Precious!

On the day couldn't see, my heart i felt insecure. The meaning of loving someone, its somthing i decides myself. Truth can be found in everything

I promised u i won't wander off anymore. I'll be strong..and prove myself to you. I won't run away. So i can see how u feel, to heart.

In order for my wish to reach the sky, I will look for you and pray for us. A pair of thoughts, now they can come together and from a whole.

your precious love

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 9:45 PM

sians

Taken my sup paper today, sians dunno can pass anot, calculated the marks all those answer tt i got correct, is a pass, but dunno teacher mark will pass me anot! haaa boring!

Well not been working anymore, no mood to work also alrdy, jus wana rest at home and stare into blank spaces! haaa dunno why, jus feeling so frustrated abt smthing, why can't jus make up my mind. haaa.. anyone could stand by me? or willing to be there.. pls god sent me one.

Haiz. listening to some oldies song recently, haaa i still prefer song in the past, of cos i dun mind the new ones, jus feel tt oldies sound more sentimental? lol gtg alrdy nothing to blog also. looking for tt day to come...

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 1:33 AM

Friday, September 22, 2006

Not REcoved!

i am still sick! so sick, sick untill damn sick! lol. haiz when will i recovered from my illness. hate to be sick, no mood to go out, cannot eat this eat that, everyday eat porridge! i wan eat KFC, Macdonald! haha sound like a kid.. haizzz

well smtimes when u received those stupid msg from a person u dunno it can be quite irritating. Stop msging me! thanks. haa going to bed soon, tired, after taking all those medicine feel so drowsy...gd night everyone, i'm going to get well soon! wahaha

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Not REcoved!

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 1:41 AM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i'm Sick!

So sians.. i have been sick for 3 days, visited the doctor thrice! tues had high fever. Damn 38.3.. now was like so suffering, and worst of all my stomach is pain like hell!!! arhhhhhhh well it was food poisoning.. sians..gotta go liao, wana tk some rest

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 10:48 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006

EVeryone

JUs Pls Fu*k Off everyone....

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 5:18 PM

Boos Boos Day

SAturday yet i'ma t home, dunno recently seems liek theres no programme on the weekends. haiz. damn sians, haiz and i wonder why i'm having these insomia.. last 2 days i can't get to slp, untill 7am plus in the morning! damn wonder wat has happen, or am i jus worrying too much for my sup paper. haiz...

Basically nothing much happening in my life. its like been 1 yrs plus since someone had color my life, or filled up my life. What i feel now is jus empty, hopping ard to find my friends to filled up my time of been boring. but of cus they had their own gfs, not possible to go out everytime wit u, the worst case was almost all my friends had a gf. Peer pressure! haa, smtimes jus hope if i could find one gf, maybe things will be better,

As ppl said single is better, but i dun really agree, going into relationship u got to prepared for those things to come, eg. after some times things may not go tt smoothly well jsu accept it, at the end of the day, the one u love will still be her. I not sure whether ppl agrees wit me, but this is how i feel. I miss a chance, i was so stupid tt time of not accepting it. why so stupid!. if i accept it maybe i'll be happier now. haaaa all right enough of tt.

gotta go and rest abit, so tired! byeeeeeeeeeee

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 12:03 AM

Thursday, September 14, 2006

wee hours

Jus got home 3.30am taken my bath.. watching soccer, having this F*** up feeling. Worrying for my sup paper. worrying for damn alot of things. How i wish i could put everything down. haiz.. gotta clear it off me man. Still having tt problem of who to confide to, who could tell me. basically onli me myself! dammit man..

So sians, 3 semester, every semester also must tk sup paper. Who to blamed? me myself. Sometimes feel liek giving it up. But wit my ite cert what can i do? or maybe wit tt diploma i can't do much also, jus a few hundred increment of pay. Old enuff to think abt future. Not the time to play ard.

Gotta study real hard for the sup paper liao, if not failed again cannot same class wit my classmates is damn sians man! Wish me luck!

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 3:48 AM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Failed

Jus Got back my exam result through sms. i failed netfund. Pass the rest. damn sians now, gotta go back sch again for sup paper. haizz totally no mood in doing things liao. haiz my ca did badly for netfund, think my main paper scores not enough to pulled it back... sians to the core.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 3:24 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

freaks

So siazzz after exams finish having been at home slacking, the uob promotor still no news decides to gif it up.. ytd went to applied for adidas part timer dunno when they will call u... so sians... worst thin was beside my hse was having renovation, early in the morning doing renovation, arhhhhhhhhh cannot stand.

i hate to be lonely seriously..

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 11:06 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

can't believe it.

Ytd jamming was fun, initially we try out to play creed - with arms wide open, lol its been some times since we had jammed! so outcome is, sound so funny, we moved on to green day - wake me up when september ends! mmm not bad, having improvement everytime we played! hahaha... we gotta practise more man! overall its still fun!

after jamming went tpy to eat! haa cannot believe this, i ate damn alot. ususally i can't finish my food but ytd! i ate a bowl of noodles, a plate of oyster egg, a plate of rojak and chicken wings and 2 cups of sugar canes! hahaha this si crazy, then 11 plus at night i ate kway chap again! hahaha.

result is coming out in jus 3 days times, well i'm mentally prepared haha. But of cus if i see a failed in any one of my sub its going to be a blow man! hahaha Gotta go bugis later to interviewed for adidas. Gotta gif up tt oub promotor job man!

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 12:23 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Its coming

Result coming out next week, damn its coming again, i feel i'm going to failed another paper again! Hais so sians of going back to sch to tk sup paper! still need to study again arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Pls let me pulled through this semester.. those 2 semester nearly can't pulled through, will it be the same this sem? oh pls prayed hard!

Jus now went to watched The Host. mmm a korean movie, i dunno if korean movie is done like this, abit wierd, different style. Well holidaes is kinda dull for me, haf been waiting for the agents to tell us the shedule to work, but still no news. Was thinking if i should go adidas and work... gotta make it fast man, gotta make some $ and kill my time. i hate those kind of late slps and waking up late in the noon.

haaa tml going jamming after so long! So excited, especially hk! haha still thinking wat song to play manz! gotta record down the jamming session! haha gotta go manz..

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 3:57 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Welcome to wherever u are.

Yesterday went for an interview, for uob credit card promotor, went along wit dom.. after interview they told us theres a training at 3pm, so we went nearby to have our lunch then go back to the training. Well the training was so long!! 4hrs!! omg... inside tt small conference wit 10 ppl around tt was terrible. haha still manage to pulled through it. Now i'm waiting for the shedule to come out see can go where and promote their visa singature card and blah blah card... haha hopefully its going to be a nice job. The last promotor job i worked was haizz... slack like hell. but of cus met a very nice supervisor..

Haaa got to go and make a black pants for work liao!! updates soon again!!!

Welcome to wherever u are.. this is yr life, u got to walk it through

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 2:06 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Cannon ball

Haaa 2 am plus yet not slping.. decided to blog, saying out the feeling. i said before i wana gif up. but the feeling jus came back to me again. Haa its so difficult to control it from not happening...haa.. i know its still so far away, far from being reachable.. how how how!!! arhhhhhh.......

Damien rice - cannon ball says it all

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 2:56 AM

Monday, September 04, 2006

its over, feel so tired!

All right exams is finished...friday went to daniel's chalet, haa at last our daniel is going into army. had lotsa fun in the chalet, and i love tt Win, Lose or draw games! ahaha the first night we had bbq, lotsa food.. but didn't really ate much, after bbq everyone went back to room, me kel jim and dan played manjong! not bad..won 10 bucks! haha. then comes the slping part, oh gosh theres 11 ppl slping in the room, so cramp. haha.

2nd days was ok, everyone woke up late in the noons then went changi v to makan after makan came back to room and slack play those lame game. drawing at each other but we had lotsa fun. Learned afew magic tricks also. we had bbq for 2nd days also, haaa so many foods to finsih. well the boys played soccer after tt... while the girls continued to bbq. yea oya tt daniel bought water guns for us to haf fun. after bbq hanwei started the wars against jim, binci, dan and me... and hanwei teams of girls lose to us, how to fight us! haha..

today jus came back from chalet. and tml i'm going for a job interview for oub promotors... promoting credits card. oh man pls let me have tt job! haha i wana kill the times through this holidays. it sucks slacking at hme!

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 9:46 PM