Monday, February 07, 2005
Lost Lost Lost~
All right guys i'm here right now at 2.02am...i dunno wats cooping up in me...i jus felt lost.. i jus felt tt i really dunno what i wan, i'm like in a big mess now.. i'm not sure wat i'm worrying abt. things jus keep floating up to me...more and more of question marks.. jus need a true answer. Any one could pull me out of this? or perhaps some one could gif me a answer..well i'm really not sure tt the things i'm worrying abt is really right or wrong, perhaps i should not haf think too much, sometimes the answer i get was not wat i wan, wat i thought it would be, i'm not sure if i could reassure to myself, i felt tt i'm not wat i use to be wat i am. i feel something is jus missing in my life.. i really need someone to tell me wat am i suppose to do now..Because i love u i will be by yr side, to be yr guy.. i hope u could see this blog, i hope what u meant and wat u promise me last time u still will keep the promise. I love u...
All right now lets talk abt my tt stupid dog.. till now he is still shitting and shhh shhh all around! My mum is going crazy soon...every morning Roxy jus keeps barking, then my mum bark louder than him!! lol ok i know i'm bad i should not haf said her! but hey he is jus a 3 month old poor lil kids.. haha well shouldn't it be more like a human baby tt cries when he is hungry, or needs someone attention. i had posted his innocence pic up...dun be deceived by his look, actually he is jus trying to show us his pitiful looks.. oki more or less he indeed add more energy to my home.. at least i get to look aft him when i had nothing to do!! haha but mostly is no time one!
its 2.15 now another 5 more hrs i'm going to wake up to pick up My jamie! Senting her to sch for the last time!! now i think she is soundly asleep~ some words to tell her but i think its not appropriate to said it here..leave it to her to get to see this blog and ask me what it is.. well at least now i'm back on track in this blog.
CNY is reaching closer and closer but i dun feel its coming, to me now is jus like a normal day to me, nothing special to me, use to be so excited abt it.. now? no longer had this feeling..maybe if i know some one could gif me a $1000 ang bao then i will get excited(money face) lol! My ns life is going to end soon, i'm not sure if i'm really going to put in 101% of interest in my studies at TP. i got to work part time to cover up my expenses...if not i'm really going to eat shit everyday!!
i shall stop now if not i won't be able to wake up tomolo, and jamie sure will killed me!! oki good night guys. feel much better saying all these haha!! see ya!
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