Friday, March 11, 2005

Be strong,Hold On

Hiding in a corner, looking at my own shadow, hoping he would revive and tell me. felt like him, dull, lifeless. only now i get to know what she wans. nv notice or realise it. nv use to be like last time before. i such a failure, a failure which only hide himself. nv know what i did was wrong, nv meant to stop it. the pain slowly emits into me, pain i nv had before. Things was not like last time now, we had our own life. Always thought we shared one, i was wrong. i dunno what turn this out. But perhaps its better for her. Things tt goes a few month and now then i know. its a change in me? use to sarcifice but now no longer. i'm ain't good at this. Kept in silence always, anyone knows how i really feel? no ones ever really try to go deep into me. i'm always told like i was told. i felt so much, i felt i could jus leave and avoid it. i can't.. things happen i try to act i was strong but i'm not i'm none other than those who is weak. i would try to suit to what u wan. Put away the past...starts afresh, wipe away those sadness, Live it on, i promised i would nv be like last time. I'm going to work out a new me. A me nv had anyone see before. A big turn out...

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