Friday, March 18, 2005

RElaX RelAx RelaX~

hey guys life really different after atec well gets to sleep the whole day, gamble the whole day smoke in bunk! haha SHIOK...of cus u had lotsa of time to spent tt u dunno wans to do wat...its so boring, of cos thinking too much is what happen when u had too much time,,,lazying ard.. Well things didn't really go smoothly. Had number of thoughts again! of cus its not abt friendship or money matters, its jus relationship.

Things i nv expected had comes...things i nv wanted to happen has happen. i dun wish to said it over here. What i wana express out is my feeling towards this. Right now do i haf a choice? NO! decision is up to u...i'm jus a normal puppet being manipulated. what i could do is jus either walk away and leave u or continue to treat u the same as before. i Choose the second way, cus i can't let go. If the decision u made and its not me i will let go.

I dunno to u, perhaps u could tk it easy, but i'm sorry i haf my feelings, i can't jus treat it tt nothing happens. in another words if its was the another way round how would u feel.. humans are selfish they always wans other to uds but not by putting themselves in others situation. Till this had happen. i felt u are going to leave me. no longer the old us, everything jus change so fast. Touch yr heart and tell yrself, what u would really wans. i know u dun wan to left with empty handed.

Well the one week given, i hoped for the answer. at the moment i could or in other words jus relax myself dun give u too much pressure or stress this again. Making into consideration. Mixed feeling...

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 3:05 PM