Thursday, March 24, 2005

Sleepless

Ha~ sleepless nights again...woke up and can't seem to go back to sleep. Well its been 4th month already, together for 4 month, encounter much obstacles, hurdles. Remember u told me once, we will strive forward every hurdles we met, nothings gotta stop us. i hope we are still going on. Well seems like we hardly talk much nowadays. i dnno why i always had this kind of feeling tt u won't bother abt me, or care so much abt my stuffs, i sense it.. perhaps i'm wrong. i Hope so. i know the reason u told me before, i guess i had to accept the fact. Have been thinking this few days wat is actually missing in our relationship. Ha! i can't find the answer. Is it going to be like this when we were together for 4 month? If i hurt u, i'm sorry. Felt so lil time spent with u. Maybe is becus i'm too free and u are busy with yr work or wat, tts why i felt this way. The fact was the moment i saw u tt day when u came to find me when i was sick, i felt a sudden pain in my heart, strange! nv had this feeling before, tts why i asked u do u still love me? at that point of time i admit i wanted assurance from u. I dunno how long i could still hold on to u, uhad yr thinking and i had mine too. Right now i really dunno what u are thinking, i'm not sure. I keep telling myself to run away from all these problems, dun think so much, but it jus keep floating in my mind, felt the pain, a impact to me. i told myself everything will be fine after awhile, i dunno its gotta be how long, but i will try my best to overcome this. lastly wanted to tell u, i do still love u. True from my heart, tt now every moment i'm thnking of u. jus hope u could see this now.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 6:02 PM