Thursday, April 28, 2005
Where is the love.
Well well well... coming back here shows tt i had nothing better to do. Life realli sux when u had nothing to do, spenting most of the time doing nothing, walk up and down, smoke, try to sleep.. yet all this isnn't wat i wans.Recently felt the tiredness, i dunno why, mixed feelings, the feeling was like floating in da middle of the sea, u could see nothing, left all alone. ships passing by u, but no one seems to notice me, busy with their own stuffs. People close to me, didn't really talk much, well onli my mums know how i feel, a long talk wit her.
All right not everyone is ignoring me, at least i still haf tt daniel..ahaha msg me telling me if i'm bored could look up for him! well tt guy was real crap, but wat to do friends for 9 yrs. tts what close friends are, didn't realli meet up often but yet nv forget each other, nv talking bad abt each other at our backs. haha craps nv ends...well take care guys, u guys are jus great.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Jay Chou Go~~
WeeEeeeee clearing my off and leaves again!! yeah back at home ytd night, going back to camp on the 4th... haha song manzzz.. but at home doing nothing also quite siaz. haizzz.nv contented...most of t.r.t is in camp. then good buddies are busy with works... not much companion. onli left with me, y dog and my mum haha. well had a bad flu ytd... damn it...like running tap...dunno use how much tissue.not much to blog abt liao, i'm out of things to blog. certain things jus dun wana blog. byeeeeeeeeeeee
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
Life's changing
Ha! felt so left out nowadays, didn't really had much to do. always slacking at home doing nothing, finding ppl to go out with me is so difficult. Everyone seems to be getting away from me, well tts my sensitivity, perhaps they are all busy with their gf, work,sleeping or friends closest to them.Went tp ytd alone. doing thigns alone was realli sux. felt the loneliness there, no sense of direction. Wondering ard temasek poly calling ppl out for lunch, No answer or busy working. well headed straight home, call my mum ask her to buy lunch for me. watching vcd over and over again. afterall life jus so siazzz now. Ytd night, was sux. alone in my room clicking on sites i dun even know why i went there, play solitaire.haha nothing special, my saviour, Mr chang chun called ask me to go down jialing's mum pub to chilled out, well i had nothing to do so went over. all right at least i had someone acc.. yap ask me to go malaysia, felt like going but damn me left my passport at home, so end up didn't go wit him! sad~ ya sang a few sad song, drinking myself away. ha~ i'm tired, sat there had a few words with chun and jialing. well chun sister and sis-in-law was there too.. play number ball on the pool table!! haha killing our times.
yup a friday jus go like this, unhappiness things keep coping up, next on t.r.t, well ivan sounded out t.r.t is falling apart. i felt the frustrated in him long ago. can see.. but some not to blame cus they are busy with their ns duty and boarding. well some of us busy with our gf. but nv wuld i wan to see us falling apart! NEVER!
Ivan take it easy manz. we haf came so far, neither one of us would wan to see a seperate route. i know its hard on u, always making the decision, i'm sorry.
Well today is 23rd ya me and jamie 5 month liao.. ytd night she msg me. i was sleeping, so didn't reply her. Sorry. MmMmmm the same old words happy 5th anniversary. i dunno how importantly u see in this relationship but i'm taking it seriously, i forsake tt u won't with me forever, but i'm treasuring the times we haf together. Some of yr actions really makes felt u are ignoring me. but u told me u are not. tts ok. still love u alot. Shakey it baby... =) see ya later...hoping u are coming down to meet me.. felt alone is so disgusted..
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Liking someone, u would love his action, his attitude no matter what gone wrong in him, but if u dislikes someone, u would easily gets agitated by his action or even simple conversation.. Full stop...So if u dislikes someone...pls stay away from tt guy/girl...dun treat him/her with yr attitude! Its hurting!!!Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 5:00 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
Boring
Ha woke up early in the morning 7am, set off at 7.30, head towards jurong swimming complex. 1 hr plus spent looking for tt place. REach the place.. ha its close!! well its been organise by my company! and yeet its close!! wake up yr ideas men!! make us the ns man all the way down and yet its close!! WTH!!! haizzz went back home after tt of course, haf my breakfast.. so siazzz now spenting the day looking blanklessly at the tv was a killing.Well didn't really do much for the day..its seems to be more and more siazzz each days, nothing speacial...felt something wrong. Heading the wrong way. Well certains things jus not right. hope my judgement is wrong. Hope my guess is wrong. i hope its not tt way. =) smile always.
Yeah 2 more hours going to book in again... guard duty tomolo siazzz. i somehow felt been abandoned, i dunno why. didn't really get close with. What the hell, all those nonsense thoughts again. Promised nv think abt it again..
Recently felt so stress up. basically no one could uds it. i haf to fight this myself. Haf been trying to be happy. Yet i can't after tt i would still feel the same. some how hope tt it will be solved real soon. Wondering how long do i still haf to fight this.
Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 10:45 PM
The end is about to come
Well well sunday night, yet another tv watching night, kinda boring, jamie watching tv too. well dun wana disturb her. so siazzz... haf been clicking on the sites checking all sort of stuff since i woke up at 6pm this evening. well charity show show again on tv. Boring..all right lets talk about friday, well went double, with ivan they all quite enjoyable. ha ivan ideas drink with jeff lamborghi.. 2 drinks and our jeff is gone. haha...he went home early. well went to rush after tt, ha still the same, all those lamers carry out their normal routines shouting their way out hell..ytd was quite a tiring day, it was jamie birthday. well she woke up ard 6 plus! by then i had already met up wif ivan and jeff. finding present for her. ya went ard heeren looking. saw a bag at mambo. find it quite nice wanted to buy for her, end up it was a limited edition gift had to spent 80 and above to get tt bag
so might as well buy some stuffs for jamie and gif her the bag as well. yeah Bought a watch for her. i choose it, didn't really know if she likes it. well after tt went marina south met her had dinner with her and t.r.t =) haha ate not much as usual.
went over cosy bay relax relax sit down talk cock, had a few words with my jamie. hope she uds wat i meant. =) sometimes realli need someone by my side now. well schools starting soon. a new chapter of life. ORD LO
Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 12:18 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Hey tts jeff Birthday 0328..Wheres ivan? ha his enjoying in taiwan
Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 10:03 PM
Fu8k it
be true to yrself, dun make up stories. dun feel guilty when u lies? well tts human being again. Difficult telling the truth or somethings they wana hide from u. well tts wat i hate abt. If u wana ppl to trust u, be true to yrself first, no point doing all these.Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 5:10 AM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
ITs sat!
Hey its saturday, t.r.t meet up again! Well last week had this planning of going rounding with them everyone agrees but hai, ah yap had to do guards on sun so can't make it. well guess the rounding part could be abandoned, leave it to next week.ytd well ktv, well celebrate jamie's bro birthday, at k box, i ivan glenn sang almost oldies, lol andy lau Zhen yong yuan mtv was really a joke, holding on to rocks, sticks all the nonsense. yeah bought a cake for jamie's bro, the cake came in he wqas so shy! ha~ yup, then after ktv was abt 3 plus, went over to balestier for bah kut teh, a treat from him, so nice. on our way home, caught in da rain again...siazzz keep caught in da rain!
well my driving lesson is jus an hour plus away, supposed to make my pdl today but woke up late, traffic police department already close shop! haizzz dunno when then can make liao! well getting more and more excited...my ord dates are getting closes, can't wait for life after ns, i'm gotta sleep till siao, watch tv till siao! its pay back time!!! yeah!!
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
Hey roger and me singing Tian Gao Di Huo!
Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 1:22 PM
hey Its roger birthday taken at 13 Ktv pub! T.r.T Full strength
Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 1:20 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
Back Up~
I'm Back from camp.. ha~ supposed to book out on friday, but life was way too boring inside camp, early morning wake up do area cleaning then after tt was like~ Daidee till the night, its either u win 50 plus or u lose 50 plus, skip lunch skip dinner, glue yr ass to the chair the whole day, playing daidee! Luckily we requested to our pc for 2 days off wich is today and tomolo! yeah...well last sun went for first driving lesson, felt so excited..well didn't really do so bad, =) so fun driving the car around...reverse forward~ haha..can't wait for sat to come my second practical.. well hope to get my driving license by july? wonder if its possible...
all right gotta change my blogskin too, if not my jamie will said i'm implying the blogskin to her, the fact was i choose tt blogskin is because green day song was in...my favourite song. but nvm la, better change if not more misunderstanding. Ivan back in singapore from taiwan, ya hes bak having fun with us, went for roger birthday last sat enjoy like hell, saaw so mani getting drunk vommit like nobodys bussiness. all right see ya guys, gotta get my new blog skin goings liao take care...
