Monday, April 18, 2005

Boring

Ha woke up early in the morning 7am, set off at 7.30, head towards jurong swimming complex. 1 hr plus spent looking for tt place. REach the place.. ha its close!! well its been organise by my company! and yeet its close!! wake up yr ideas men!! make us the ns man all the way down and yet its close!! WTH!!! haizzz went back home after tt of course, haf my breakfast.. so siazzz now spenting the day looking blanklessly at the tv was a killing.

Well didn't really do much for the day..its seems to be more and more siazzz each days, nothing speacial...felt something wrong. Heading the wrong way. Well certains things jus not right. hope my judgement is wrong. Hope my guess is wrong. i hope its not tt way. =) smile always.

Yeah 2 more hours going to book in again... guard duty tomolo siazzz. i somehow felt been abandoned, i dunno why. didn't really get close with. What the hell, all those nonsense thoughts again. Promised nv think abt it again..

Recently felt so stress up. basically no one could uds it. i haf to fight this myself. Haf been trying to be happy. Yet i can't after tt i would still feel the same. some how hope tt it will be solved real soon. Wondering how long do i still haf to fight this.

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 10:45 PM