Sunday, April 24, 2005

Life's changing

Ha! felt so left out nowadays, didn't really had much to do. always slacking at home doing nothing, finding ppl to go out with me is so difficult. Everyone seems to be getting away from me, well tts my sensitivity, perhaps they are all busy with their gf, work,sleeping or friends closest to them.

Went tp ytd alone. doing thigns alone was realli sux. felt the loneliness there, no sense of direction. Wondering ard temasek poly calling ppl out for lunch, No answer or busy working. well headed straight home, call my mum ask her to buy lunch for me. watching vcd over and over again. afterall life jus so siazzz now. Ytd night, was sux. alone in my room clicking on sites i dun even know why i went there, play solitaire.haha nothing special, my saviour, Mr chang chun called ask me to go down jialing's mum pub to chilled out, well i had nothing to do so went over. all right at least i had someone acc.. yap ask me to go malaysia, felt like going but damn me left my passport at home, so end up didn't go wit him! sad~ ya sang a few sad song, drinking myself away. ha~ i'm tired, sat there had a few words with chun and jialing. well chun sister and sis-in-law was there too.. play number ball on the pool table!! haha killing our times.

yup a friday jus go like this, unhappiness things keep coping up, next on t.r.t, well ivan sounded out t.r.t is falling apart. i felt the frustrated in him long ago. can see.. but some not to blame cus they are busy with their ns duty and boarding. well some of us busy with our gf. but nv wuld i wan to see us falling apart! NEVER!
Ivan take it easy manz. we haf came so far, neither one of us would wan to see a seperate route. i know its hard on u, always making the decision, i'm sorry.

Well today is 23rd ya me and jamie 5 month liao.. ytd night she msg me. i was sleeping, so didn't reply her. Sorry. MmMmmm the same old words happy 5th anniversary. i dunno how importantly u see in this relationship but i'm taking it seriously, i forsake tt u won't with me forever, but i'm treasuring the times we haf together. Some of yr actions really makes felt u are ignoring me. but u told me u are not. tts ok. still love u alot. Shakey it baby... =) see ya later...hoping u are coming down to meet me.. felt alone is so disgusted..

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