Tuesday, July 22, 2008

its a long post!

All right guys i am back! after so long, theres number of things to update and its going to be a long post i guess?

1) Working life.
2) 2 weeks reservist.
3) car accident.
4) love life.

Okay talking about working, i have been thinking of changing job, i still have 8 mths left for my contract! and now i am considering changing! damn. Factors, i don't think i am suitable in this line, but i know i gotta learn perhaps my inexperience working, some setbacks i get i somehow can't handle it well, i am learning! plus the career path is not that good too, i may jus stay at that position for like many years with the pay i get i dun think i will survive. i gotta think of ways to earn more! save more!
I am thinking of taking part time degree too, which somehow i think i gotta strive hard or maybe harder than anyone else, working while studying is not an easy things to do, but i believe once u are in that shit somehow u will find a way, i believe i will get out of it!

4th july friday

The day i really feel i had a shitty day! and when shits happen everything jus screw up! Firstly i screw up during work. Not to mention its a mistake i made, but ok at least everyone was there helping me, encouraging me, i stay till 10pm in office to finish up the work! heading home from office, AT PIE expressway i met a chain accident DAMN! lucky enuff i was the first car so i dun have to like pay anyone, what i need was to only claim from the taxi that banged onto me! and my poor baby was like DENTED! boot dented, tailight scratch, body kit popup! when it happens am totally lost, got out of car didn;t know what to do and its in the middle of expressway!!! Called my dad, first thing ask him is : Eh accident what must i do? instruction given tk picture, tk details of the driver lucky enuff some kind soul help and teach me what to do. Next day went to report insurance FYI now after every accident u need to report to insurance company within 24hrs if not u gotta get bang big time! Anyway my baby is out of garage everything is swee swee liao!
haha ok and i spent alot on my car this month! Changed front grill, installed room light in the car, installed a subwoofer,, change 4 component speakers and a pair of tweeter, reversed light changed! and its like GOSH!!!

7th july MONDAY

First day of my 2 weeks reservist, met up with old buddies! but sad to said my ns company split up each platoon is attached to other company! no more lion company!!! and everyone was like so low morale we need to blend into a new company? Ok at least we still stay in the same bunk! not so bad la ar. TRaining was ok, jus that i nv really participate most of the traiing becus of my back injuries, went to see specialist, suspected with slipped disc!!! ok maybe one day my back will jus break into half I GUESS! recommanded to go for a mri scan, which cost about freaking $750-$1000! WOAH i have yet to book a apointment for it! But afterall 2 weeks in camp was good, break away from work, break away from the world. Jus like taking a short break from everything! ok first time in my life i saw a full rainbow! ITS SO NICE!!!!! I had a wonderful reservist! =) N0w i am back working facing the real world again! *sign*

Lovelife?

Seems like now everyone been asking me 3 years alrdy! when are u going to find a gf! What can i said, somehow i tried but its just the wrong person. Fact is i still can't forget her, i know its impossible between me and her. I can only said that i am not the guy for her, i tired to accept others but somehow the feeling is just different from the one u give me! i jus feel so good when i'm with u, i smile from my heart. i meant it! but ppl were saying no point when u get nothing out of it, jus move out, ya ya i know, but somehow feeling u can't really control, i know i am surpressing it, i tired not to know anything about u, i know maybe i am too weak for this game! haaa whatever it is, i am still hoping for that someone! i believe there will be, its just a matter of time! Somehow i whine about all this i find myself irritating also! but who cares! i jus wana said it out! WAHAHAHAHA. okay enuff of it.

All right i am almost done with it. think i have nothing else to write about! I will strive for what i want! Tml is a better day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! good nights guys... again!

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