Monday, October 19, 2009

listen.

This blog has become a come and go place, realise each entry is shorter than another very lil about my personal life now. haaa probably have been blogging and whining too much in the past. but RIGHT NOW i felt like whining again. Same stuff about exams, i dunno why whenever exams is near i kinda feel damn tense up, not a moment i am relaxing even before my bed time, i am kinda damn worried theres no time to study kinda worried the result would be as shitty as before. trying damn hard to hang on. i dun wana disappoint ppl, having regrets to quit my studies! what needs to be done needs to be done! I AM NOT GIVING UP! jus wana WHINE how shit exams is i know i am not alone going through! damn. i wana pass my exams!!!! WOOSH!!!!!!!! Morale booster!

Planned to carried on my studies today but due to work commitment i came home late and yet again i felt damn uncomfortable without completeing that chapter i intends to. damn tired now.
busy busy busy! gosh dec pls come, i wana go for my holiday!!!

Ok the things resurface again, should i give it a try again? should i go? damn this is a hard decision.

Just wana talk about something totally unrelated to this random post and hope its meaningful to u all go think about it. here it goes:

In life u never know whats going to happen next so dun think about things thats not happening, if u worried too much, more stuff surface and its not going to help. u can feel how terrible it is, u can feel how fuck up it is. but this world is cruel it will nv reverse the time for u. its either u have that mentality to face it or u give up yrself. Things are jus as simple, its just human being making it more complex. People might said : it is easier to speak than implementing it. then u are giving yrself a death sentence, by putting words to dead, so take a deep breathe now! and tell yrself u are going to do it! it do helps by giving yrself confident. be it success or failure but at least u being there and done that. REMEMBER!!!

all right I wana go koon soon!! tml is tuesday 3 more days to friday! at least a weekends to rest! POSITIVE!!!! WOOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 month to exams!! WOOSH! And good luck to my return plan! 80% i am going to failed this and its my third attempts. lets hope being persistent pay off!

good night! =)

Posted by PuREMilk's Article at 9:58 PM